19.4.07

Question of the Night

When
Why
How
Did I become everything I hated?

When
Why
How
Did I become so shallow?

When
Why
How
Did I become completely disconnected?

When
Why
How
Did I become so callous and uncaring?

When
Why
How
Did I become so empty?

When
Why
How
Did I become a machine?

When
Why
How
Did I become so confused?

When
Why
How
Did I become so stretched?

When
Why
How
Did I become self-worthless?

When
Why
How
Did I become self-all-important?

When
Why
How
Did I become so rootless?

When
Why
How
Did I become so fruitless?

When
Why
How
Did I become so distant?

When
Why
How
Did I become such a crappy friend?

When
Why
How
Did I become not even a friend at all?

When
Why
How
Do I change?

When?

Why?

How?

3 Comments:

Blogger Cassie said...

Many big hugs for you, my friend. I'm sorry you're feeling like this. If there's anything I can do or pray for specifically, let me know.

Cassie
http://longingtobewhole.blogspot.com

12:23 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Don't be so hard on yourself. You are much loved.

12:40 PM  
Blogger Cassie said...

Thanks so much for that great big hug today... and thank you for your comment. I have felt so loved lately.

10:03 AM  

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