28.11.07

You hurt me tonight, and you never even knew

Is what I'm feeling fair?
Does what I'm feeling matter?
Can you read it in my eyes?
Or were you never really there?

Because I'm feeling on the outside,
And I'm feeling all alone;
And I know it won't get better
In the days that I am home.

Did you read it in my eyes -
Or did you really even care?
Do you know me like you said you did
Or were you never really there?

'Cause I'm feeling on the outside,
And I'm feeling so alone;
And I know it won't get better
In the days that I am home.

Do you know me, do you love me?
Do you know what that should mean?
Do you notice when I'm hurting,
Or were you never really there?

'Cause I'm feeling on the outside,
And I'm feeling so alone;
And I know it won't get better
In the days that I am home.

All the pain that I am feeling
'Cause I think that you don't care,
Won't be better with the answer -
Were you ever really there?

'Cause I'm feeling on the outside,
And I'm feeling so alone;
And I know it won't get better
In the days that I am home.

Did I do this to myself,
Did I believe my made-up lie?
Did you ever really know me
Or were you ever really there?

'Cause I'm feeling on the outside,
And I'm feeling so alone;
And I know it won't get better
In the days that I am home.


God I hope you have the answers
And can take away the pain
And can make me feel better;
If you're ever really there.

Because in You alone is my love
And my hope of feeling care
And my chance to feel wanted -
Won't you please be really there?

I don't want to feel outside,
I don't want to feel alone,
All I want is to be loved,
All I want is to be Home.